Good to You!

I didn’t think I’d ever start a blog. But circumstances change, views on life change – and this is normal. At different stages, we come to some kind of global understanding of life. And when information overflows, you want to share it. Not for the purpose of moralizing. Just to share my thoughts with You. If they match Yours, or find a response in You, then my work will not be done in vain. This is my experience, my baggage – I hope that if it leads to an improvement in Your life, both I and You will be happy.

I promised to tell you a little about myself. I will touch on the main turning events in my life – they happen in the life of every person and determine their further development.

Nikolay Ponomarenko. Third child in the family. My mother wanted a daughter, and when the third time she was told – a son, she drooped. All my childhood, up to the end of school, was spent in the village. Without the usual comforts of home. My mother worked in harmful production at the Svema enterprise, and my father was a KAMAZ driver. From my dad I remember the phrase that he often repeated: “we have no Goodies, eat what you have.” Probably, like every child, I dreamed that when I grew up, I would have everything I wanted as a child. And I waited patiently until I grew up. I’ve got enough patience for a lot of people.

Now, forty years later, I realize that my childhood was very happy. And I am grateful to my parents for the upbringing they gave me. Most of my upbringing was, of course, under the guidance of my mother. And I think I met her expectations. Even though she wanted a daughter, her son was able to replace her.

I always tried to help my mother in everything. In the kitchen in cooking, in cleaning the house, in the garden in weeding. And on” men’s ” affairs – helped Daddy. When I was doing something that I didn’t quite like, but I knew it was necessary, I consoled myself with the thought “I’ll manage – and do my favorite things.” It also developed my patience. So since I was a child, it was not difficult for me to control myself. In emotions, thoughts, desires. Every night, when I fell asleep, I was approaching the day when I would become independent. I knew that this day would come sooner or later, and I just had to be patient. And I’ve been stocking up on it again and again. Everything I did – I tried to do sincerely, conscientiously, and with joy. When I saw the happy eyes of my mom and dad, when I helped them, and heard their words of gratitude, I felt a new strength-to help again. I knew how hard it was for them to raise three sons. And while the two older ones were getting on their way, I waited patiently. I mean, I wasn’t unhappy. Opposite. And then I felt happy, and even more so now, analyzing that time, I understand that I had everything. There were no” Goodies ” – so they were. In moderation, but nevertheless. I have never been to the sea in my life – and you can live with it perfectly and remain a happy person. You can just eat porridge or potatoes – and enjoy the food. And this is enough to maintain the vital activity of the body. Any excess on the contrary, only harm him.

In general, for as long as I can remember, I have always been an adult in my thoughts and judgments. I spent almost all my free time reading books. My mother told me that I really didn’t want to learn to read. And then this is how it turned out. In the third grade, I had to sign up for an adult library, because I had nothing to read in the children’s library-the books were thin, I read them quickly, and then went back to the library. Several times a day. Since the third grade, all the classics and science fiction in parallel went into business. Fiction is something special that has always attracted me. Something that doesn’t look like our usual world. With a different life, different colors. I read such books with gusto. It was my books and my mother that shaped my worldview when I was finishing school. To be honest. To be good. Be patient. Be disciplined and responsible. For your actions. For your words. Even for your thoughts. By the way, since childhood I read the New Testament and spiritual literature – then it was possible to order it for free. And I ordered. By the way-no one told me anything about this, that you need to read. My mother was praying, I saw that, and when I grew up, she taught me some prayers.

In the fifth or sixth grade, I began to wonder what profession I should choose. After all, this is a serious matter, for life!))) Since I did not part with books, my choice fell on the profession of proofreader. Especially since I always had “excellent”in languages – Ukrainian, Russian, and German. When reading books, I often encountered typos that the proofreaders did not follow.) Here is with math not worked out in this life). Or become an agronomist. I was given a small plot of land where I grew peas and beans. Also in the garden sunflowers, the largest grew. Flowers. Wrote stories. Children’s fiction. Then it started in 1991, the Mexican soap operas. Another world. Who was just pulling me into himself. And as I remember it now, it was the summer of 1993. Like a bolt from the blue, I clearly understood – I want to choose the profession of an actor. From that moment on, I never doubted it for a second to this day. I remember how happy I felt. And I began to go to my goal. The Director of the theater came to the village at that time – I immediately signed up for her in the Amateur theater. They put on plays. There are all sorts of concerts or Amateur art shows at school – I’m there for sure. Either acting or acting as a host. My parents didn’t approve of my choice – they didn’t think it was serious. But I didn’t back down from mine, I was preparing. As a result, after school, I had to go to the pedagogical Institute – my parents were categorical in this matter. Five years out of school. I thought I’d hang a diploma in their bedroom and let them look at it.

These five years have given me a lot of precious experience. Many new meetings and acquaintances. Personal growth. Naturally, I also spent all five years there in the Amateur theater. During this period, my friend first introduced me to the concept of the Astral. He knew how to go into it. But I did not recommend it, as it could be dangerous. Once during my panic attack with fear, he put me under protection. This was my first introduction to the subtle plan. But that was the end of it. A new turn in my worldview at that time was given by Napoleon hill with the book “Keys to success”. One phrase “to Live from a position of power”cut in. This made me more confident in everything and less and unreasonably afraid of everything. After graduating from the Institute, I had to go to Moscow for a few years to earn money. Hard physical labor. On his return, he worked for two years in a supermarket in Kharkiv, quickly going through the promotion categories. The second higher-paid, it is necessary to collect money somehow was. I entered the theater Institute in 2006. The dream came true.

Four years of hard work and self-improvement. The rejection of some classmates (with most of them, the difference of ten years was noticeable). And the teachers ‘ respect for my perseverance. Naturally, a friend appeared on the course who understood and supported me. We are still friends with him. The dream came true. I have been working in the theater for ten years and acting in films. The profession gives you the opportunity to live hundreds of incarnations in one life! This is simply unbelievable! And for the audience – catharsis, cleansing and tears after the performance. And let at least a small group of people who watched the play, the consciousness will change. And they will be a little kinder. However, there must be further development. I often began to think about it. But the work took up all the time, and the questions remained.

Until March 2020. When there were many, many days of free time. And YouTube appeared by itself. Spiritual practices, channelings, and meditations. And the realization that I want to be a Healer, helping people. I was like a sponge, absorbing all the information from various channels, from morning to night, day after day, forgetting to eat and sleep, making up for the missing information. And the understanding of oneself became more and more open. Once I realized that I needed a Mentor. And soon I came to him-in an amazing way. But in fact, we know that nothing in our world happens by chance. You send a pure intention – and it is realized if the vibrations of your intention correspond to universal norms. We will talk about many of these “amazing” things further on the blog pages.

In fact, all the most amazing things that happen to us – this is the most normal phenomenon that should be in the life of each of us. Why this is so and how to come to it – we will definitely talk about it. How do I make everything happen the way You want it to? Materialists and skeptics may dismiss it and continue to live as they have lived. In their beliefs and illusions. This is their choice and their right. But if You want to radically change Your life and live it as each of us dreams – in the best possible way – You can do it! Each of You!!!

Next, we will start with you a series of articles on the topic of Love. A concept that has been distorted and distorted for centuries. As a result, today we have come to the fact that the word Love has become a minor household name. Many people pronounce this word mechanically, without feeling anything and without attaching any meaning to this word or feeling. Moreover, to love, to talk about love-becomes shameful! For example, among men. Don’t you agree? How often do you say: “Brother, I love you! Let me hug you!”

I will stop for today – we will continue from this point in the next article. You will just have information to think about. What is Love to You? Dig into yourself and answer sincerely. Listen to yourself. What is Love to You? And do You live up to the idea of love that you have?

See you soon!